Working Girl

It's been nearly six weeks since the surgery and I'm going stir-crazy, climbing the walls, watching mind-numbing daytime soaps, so I figure it's time to go back to work in the morning.

Yeah - kinda looking forward to it, although I am a bit ambivalent too..
Why? Because I'm not quite sure how to handle the attention of people coming up and asking me how I'm feeling, has it been rough, how's your stomach, what can you eat and the BIG one: So - how much weight have you lost so far?

I just don't see that being anybody's business - you follow? It's just that I'm living with this and it's very private for me. It's on my mind 24/7, so I truly enjoy the few moments free from the thoughts.. ;o) I don't mind talking about it, but in MY time.. :o)

I am, however, happy to finally get out - start living life like it's supposed to be lived.. December didn't really have the best weather, so I've literally done no exercise - even if I'm allowed... And that drives me daft...!!

But that's all over now - I'll be going into work Tuesday and Thursday this week and then I plan on starting up full-time next week. It gives me the opportunity to get some good walks and exercise - I'll walk from the trainstation to work and back. It's a 30 mins. walk-more or less - depending on my "foot flow".. Hahaha..

Also - even better - Fitness World will be opening a new center right where I live! It will only take me 3-5 mins to get there - by foot. They are opening up on Jan., 31st - it's just great. I feel like things are coming together for me - not just for me, but in general. :o)

I'll start off the exercise with ease - although there are no restrictions to my "fit-regime", I still need to take things slow and listen to my body. If I feel sore the day after, then I've outdone myself - yeah - WOW! Me?? Outdoing myself?! Hahaha...

I'm hoping that the weight loss will start to increase now - I know I can't rush things and I shouldn't rush things - I'm just so hooked on losing the weight and live a normal life...........................................

It's getting late - g'night y'all....